3 posts in a row is it? I think I should get some sort of reward? A reward for consistency ;) j/k I think I'm speaking too soon to be honest haha.
I want to thank those who are reading my posts though. I know they are VERY long, but sometimes I can't stop. But I will try to make them shorter. It's encouraging to see that people care to listen. So thank yoooooou, yes you :)
So, I think I've hit a point where I'm just worn out you know? From this whole job hunting thing. I know most, if not all, have been through this at one point in their lives. But for those who know me, I'm pretty intense when it comes to working for what I want. One of my classmates recently told me that her first impression of me when she saw me at Parsons was that I was feisty. haha
Well, so I've been working quite hard trying to get a job you know? But I feel so helpless like a hamster on a hamster wheel. It's very discouraging and a hit to the ego. My patience is being tested on so many levels as well. Anyway, weeks of this is just too tiring, especially at my intensity.
SO, I'm excited for tomorrow because I decided to not do anything. Yea, nothing!
No resume, no cover letter, no mediabistro, creativehotlist! None of it!
And instead...go on a date with Sandybeaches. Have brunch and go to MoMA.
You have no idea how excited I am for this haha. It's been awhile since I could wake up and have somewhere to go, albeit it's not a job. But feeling like you are needed somewhere feels good (not saying that Sandy needs me, but you get the point). So thanks Sandy for the date to come <3
And happy 25th!! I pray this 25th year will be filled with so many blessings, including an awesome, fulfilling career, incredible spiritual growth, and an amazing man, just for you :) And hopefully, you'll stay here in NYC.
That's it for now :)
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YAYYYY for taking a break from job-searching stuff and going to moma/brunch with sandypants!! have fun tomorrow! :)
i hear ya sister... it is great. you should do once a day every week.. sabbath!
have fun today... you deserve it!
minnow
good for you! u know, i job searched for 9 months, and for sure, it was a very trying time for me. i couldn't stand not being able to just get a job!
honestly, there were many times i just got so depressed from it all. and i did everything i could to feel better.
if it helps - why don't u think of job searching like a job - and job search from 9-5. then after that, just play! =D
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